shamanic yoga

basically, but i just want you to understand, and im sharing it just
so people know this is really how it can go down and this is like what
shamanism is about, not like hiding you stuff away and like only you
getting it, its so everyone can feel it and stuff everyone feel open,
and connected as much as they can... until there comes that person who
is not chill but sometimes that really soon but sometimes its just
goes on like horizons long man, and thats what we're searching for
thats the yonato, thats wanti, and its not just about like talking and
stuff, bullshiting and being conventionally social.. i mean it could
be anything, its mad zen, and idunno, idunno what made it like that,
but it should grow everywhere, not invasive plant species that block
out local growth and are assumed to be part of some wierd
colonialization ritual with not explanation, but the essence of that
philosophy among different plant species, that respects them all as
having something to offer and different combos of settings to create
their different trips, thats the true magic but yeah... yeah



its okay dude im just used to weed/food being more open to the

house, i guess the last place i was at was more like that, and when

you said hippie, i figured it would be more like that, this is more

closed off, and individual less communal.. i guess we're less of

friends and i mean thats okay, its just kind of wierd.. imo.. i'll

stop bothering you guys about it... i dont hold it against you.. im

just used to i guess the brazilian style muaha.... now its like the

trees of brazil outside and the styles of privateness the suburban no

one talking to eachother inside, before it was like the openness

inside and the trees of localness outside... so its like the

opposite... i just remember chilling with daniel making art together

and rocking out whatever, sharing buds, we had our own but it was like

the house would buy also weed together and we would like just make it

last for however long.. and we all smoked together, those were amazing

times, sean would write his crazy fuck the system shit and nani would

make beads and stuff.. and i would make music, and sometimes me and

daniel would jam, and this kid nick would come through and they'd

skateboard and i would just kinda walk around and sometimes weed be

tripping and we all brought it together you know?



and like we would dance and do lightshows in daniels closet

because you could turn off the lighhts and make it totally dark and it

was so trippy, those were awesome times... and sean would be like

yeah.. never put a dog on a leash, and he got animals so well, he was

a natural healer and the animals helped him to heal somehow they knew

they could really understand eachother, and he would use crystal bowls

and stuff, and amethyst... and we would talk about shamans and stuff

and plant spirits and smoking herb with the purpose of tripping, and

so much amazing stuff went down... i just miss those days, i dont mean

to bitch at you guys but this isn't that... you know, it could be, but

you guys are more personal, and i mean that works but idunno... to us

its not hippie, we're not gonna say you arent hippies because hippies

is many things, we just expected something different... and regina

would be so crazy, she saw so much she was really wise and comforting

and cooked awesome food and arielle was just arielle she was chill,

she smoked a lot of buds... and yah.. yah man... you say im judging

but in this case, i think its called for, you have claimed the title

hippies with style, but there are other styles too, styles that i feel

are friendlier, its not about our race, or whatever... its llike

yeah... its just that spirit... dont judge me for just calling you on

it, but its okay... even just writing this makes me feel better, i

feel those spirits are here, maybe they are uniiversal spirits, the

spirits of wanti even, or whatever, and they translate everywhere in

slightly different ways, and by remembering them they are invoked or

something, its like yoga or something... who knows.. anyways, love!

thats the kind of raving we're talking about.. still raving!





and it wasnt that food was totally open free for all, or that herb was

but it was just offered and brought us all together from time to

time...

and we didnt take huge hits we just took small hits and meditated on

that stuff so it lasted and got super high

listening to crazy music.. and stuff.. yah

good times



good spirits

that was the yomo



it was actually a bronze bowl i think like a meditation bowl its called


it was yoga
shamanic yoga




i also dont like that the dogs name is sissy and the cats name is
jersey, so you can just be saying those name to call them and those
ideas have to invoked in my mind, thats the same reason i dont like
judaism, that they try to make your own name something thats bad for
you... first it was that moses is close to the name of the person who
according to judaism is my father, now its about where he lived, why
does my life need to revolve around that when there is so much more?
its the stupid enforcement of it and obsession with it, that is kind
of abusive that makes it so repulsive. you guys just want to enforce
that. then you leave shoes everywhere, and the bathroom is always
disgusting, and you refuse to call me the gender i would like to be
called, and you block the door to the refrigerator with clothes. its
just bad feng shui. Its just binding to the manipulative Egyptian ways
(not that all egyptian ways are like that) so you can build their
pyramid structure if not physically then energetically. in true
judaism you have to break from that tradition of names, you don't
follow the names, you go beyond the written law in enacting what is
good, you speak to G-d directly in prayer and meditation. that is the
true tradition. but what is being practiced here is still playing into
that same scheme. i rebel from it and follow no human being but the
magic that is in my heart, which is not scripted. you guys are the
living script. but the script is dull, we are the living inspiration,
will the script keep destroying the true inspiration? isn't that the
same as the nazis? what we have is a world that doesnt inherently
destroy us being born, doesnt make our bodies toxic to themselves, and
you don't want that to be able to grow. just so you can follow your
spell of hierarchies. the mystic lets the words change, lets them
grow, doesn't censor them, lets them become more and more
compassionate, and full of love, less and less centered around
individual egos. what you are enforcing is an unfair monarchy. you are
just playing out a script, but life is happening, real life, so much
more relevance is happening all the time, let it be added, so it can
help others even more. let it grow and reveal an even more ecstatic
vision. but you limit it because it doesnt follow the tradition
exactly, the tradition must always change, change itself is the true
tradition. its not just the same problem happening over and over
again, that is not life, that is a sign of unconsciousness. i have
identified as jewish, so i must confront this, but even moses, i go
beyond, prophecizing myself, i am my own messiah. none of them were
true they portrayed a monarch but that is not the true Spirit, but one
with all, and one with us all one, not ruling over, but permeating
all, and so we cannot rule over, but must see how we permeate all, we
cannot bind others. i have dropped out of the scheme, and i go a
different route than all the cliches, a route to a place beyond words
or names or concepts, the true heaven. i am not trapped by the map,
which is false. i am not trackable i am unpredictable, who knows where
i stand, for i am not on any map, i am free from that equation of
unchanging agony. and that is not my source. i am from here, the here
and now. i am the green man, i am the deer, i am hunted and called a
deer. i am even beyond traditional paganism, popular paganism, i am
beyond the hunt. i am untrackable, i am not associated with any
particular place, just universal, ever changing, a chameleon. they
track me and set everything up around me, so that i will be hurt. but
they cannot hurt me. nor am i swayed by their set up. i am pagan but i
do not hunt, i gather, only the plants, and if i do eat meat, i do it
honoring the spirit, praying, enchanting, that they feel no pain, they
are not tracked down and put in controlled situations like i was, but
can live their true lives freely in chaos, without it being focused
all around them, except by themselves. the difference is moses, jesus,
all of them, they accepted being in controlled situations, were they
would seem so much brighter than everyone else, and the pagans who are
recorded, they were just the governments who created those controlled
situations, and allowed the politicians, the ones to look good by
doing what fools could not do for themselves, they were just daemons
without individuality, because of their lack of originality and
compassion gentleness, they still had much karma, for they hunted with
cruelty, and disrespected the lives of those they stalked and thus
were equalled or thwarted by something only slightly better. but i go
beyond that entirely, i leave the calendar behind and time, i leave a
concept of beginning and end, and simply live. i do not stalk, i
realize i am not the greatest, many have gone down this path, but i
too add my journey. not to be political but just to redeem it from the
foolishness. because i do not stalk, others do not stalk me, and try
to control my life. i am a beacon for the freedom of all, i dont think
we can own pets, or stay with animals unless they are totally free and
not bound and come freely, like the sage who speaks to the animals,
the true sacred one, equal with all, above none, this is the true
mystic, there are many not just one, none of them need it to be only
about them. everything is divine love, it is not all the same, every
tree is different, they are not predictable, they all grow
differently. i am pagan, i define that as a spirit of nature, i do not
use any other definition, or one that speaks of history, i am only
arising in this moment, i am a kind of animal, and a kind of angel,
and i am spirit itself, in totality, and in individuality. i am not
thwarted by an illusion of government. i live a shamans life, much is
indescribably slipping between the world of descriptions, to go back
to that sacred heaven, we all gather and help eachother to reach
there, we are all wise, too wise to follow, but we stick together,
each contributing, like the round table, but we are not knights, we
are just spirits, mystic spirits, we use all wisdom there is

available, shunning none, the way sprouts from this, unnattached to
names, just the pure beingness, names come and go like ripples in the
river, but the beingness is everything, thus our lives are joyful, are
play, the illusion sometimes begins to build up more, but we always
flush it out, and help eachother to, by leaving these notes, and by
helping eachother in conversation and being open to eachother. the
official texts that are widely spread about judaism are insufficient
to fully clear the illusion, sadly they are part of the problem. but
we are all wiser, it is closer, we write it in our poems, we try to
set it out far, across the horizon, eventually we are able to, and
then what is closer is even greater, for what is anchored down is
truly something that has no karma and washes itself away from
attachment and clinging to what is unreal. we dont have to fight that
off. we plant local trees, we meditate and fill with all in the trees
of our locales, conversing with them, helping the forest to grow, we
fill the pathways with art, without hurting the trees, when we must
take from the tree, we give back and plant them again. we live beyond
bondage, we enjoy the amazing wonder of the planet, and the bounty
which rises up freely, we heal one another, and love one another, and
ensure there is food. we reject what is given to us, reject the
commercial world, as much as we can. we insist it enlighten itself,
stop treating us a drones, as the mainstream religious text does, stop
the manipulation. we try to live as consciously as possible, we do not
ignore it. all the expressions we add together all the visions the
people have all the stories the spirits they create an energy so
strong, they are alive to us all they to heal us and take us to other
worlds. we are authentic. none of us are kings, but all of us are
divine. there are no days of the week, there are only seasons, and
night and day. this kind of thing. i live in the spirit of the yomo...
god, the goddess, everything is love. all the healers together can
heal this world, we have places, where you can go and add to it, add
to the story, forums, before there were those who tried to control
them, but they can't be controlled, anyone can write anything, you
dont have to fear, the love just grows and grows, mystical love, which
the poets wrote of, in their ways, so many forgotten but some
remembered, the book love poems from god, god becoming goddess,
goddess becoming god, genders meaning nothing, the tribes of the
world, coming together truly outside of the stupid, robot ruler
context which was previously set up, it wasnt real, we perpetuated it
ourselves, but now thats the only thing which we defend the forums
from. the forums become books and friendships and real conversations
and art and poetry and those things spurn our lives on give us
meaning, maybe we dont have to abandon it entirely because the ideas
coming forth from all sources are now higher, no one is accepting the
nonsense, the monarchy idea, is less and less popular, even the
mainstream becomes filled with real love not trash not a robotic
hypnotism for an imagined lowest people who dont reallly exist, no one
is just given throw away programming, none of it is programming
anymore, the entire world has shifted, this is what the psychedelics
have helped bring along, and these kinds of true communities, it helps
to reach the true world beyond a strict duality, it overthrows kings
and there is realness, everyone can be happy, the world doesnt have to
be hurt. there doesnt need to be a constant villain hero drama, but
everyone creates their own beauty, it just gets deeper and deeper, the
vibration gets deeper and deeper. its not a battle, its just like a
plant slowly growing more and more in the sun and rain and wind and
the storms.
no beings need to wear collars


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